Why I would quit this job

not because of the shitty bureacracy, not because of the admin paper work that i have to do, not because of the long hours or tough work.

but because of what i went through today. it took every single ounce of willpower to not crumble, it required me to summon every single iota of determination to continue.

i really suck at farewells.

so transient.

so ephemeral.

so difficult to let go.

sigh.